I am blocked again,
And I don’t blame you.
Staying away might be a mistake,
Might push me away, so far I can’t come back.
Might make me sail away to endless seas,
Where I might discover,
And come back with dreams.
Or might diverge and become a new fish.
But it might also, pull me closer.
Closer to the dream of you and me.
Closer to protecting your heart from me.
Sad to see you gone
But glad to be alone.
Alone in a place where I can think.
Alone in a place where I can’t harm your dreams.
Dreams of you and dreams of me.
Dreams I don’t want to disturb or mislead.
With this said,
I’ll stay away
Even though you have blocked my way.
No matter how dark,
The light becomes.
No matter the pain,
That goes down my vains.
I still see you,
As clear as the day.
I still feel you,
Every night and day.
I wish I knew, why this is true.
Well I know you have left,
My time and my space.
I’ll keep you near,
Incase you want me dear.
I am always the villain,
In all your cities.
You think I am the bad guy,
When I am trying to fight one.
A broken warrior looking for its owner.
A single knight,
Looking for its sight.
To find that you took the ones I love.
So I will have to let you go,
Even though this will brake all my bones.
If you want me,
You know where to find me.
But I am done fighting,
If you don’t want me.
Once you see this,
you wont find it.
It will be gone like like a hidden ghost.
I never thought I would say goodbye to the one I loved.
I never thought the day was night and the night began.
An endless night,
For monsters to come.
The darkest night,
For me to get lost.
Lost in sea of hopeless dreams.
Lost in the idea of you and me.
And all I have left is a broken safe,
A safe where I used to hide away.
I never thought I would say goodbye to the one I loved
I never thought the monsters would take me whole.
And into a deep-sleep I shall begin,
To forget all the pain this has caused me.
Hope you could take back,
All the things you have said.
Hope I could hold you in my arm,
Every night and day.
Hope was the thing I thought we had.
And hope is the thing that broke us apart.
So this is the day I say goodbye;
To the person I write my letters of love.
What to do with all the gifts I have for you.
What to do with the idea of me and you?
Through away like an old cocktail,
Or keep it safe until is forgotten.
What to do with the picture of you,
What to do with my broken youth.
So broken I can’t see,
Whatever else is in front of me.
But fear you not,
I’ll move along
This empty path you used to have ,
This empty path we used to call,
30 minutes to break my heart,
30 minutes to make me come.
30 minutes to say goodbye,
30 minutes to lift me up.
I cant believe, our story ends like this.
A story of love and a story of hope.
Thrown away down the rabbit hole,
Thrown away like a dirty doll.
But as your watch kept counting time,
My broken clock stud still in time.
Hoping for you to realize,
That all I wanted was to hold you in my arms.
A broken clock is all I got,
To remember the time you were in my life.
But yours only counts down the time.
To let me go as soon as it can.
30 minutes to to leave me dry,
30 minutes to tear my eyes.
30 minutes was all I got,
To say goodbye, to the one I loved.